Life's a mess part VI we elevate of the test of love

We elevate from the overbearing paralysis of 2021 my yellow paint always happy and a simulation of good just good always good and a measure of full love. I have a Pure love for bo peep and the recent test of a broken heart by test my love. My gift is a presence was beautiful and beau. Bo peep I love you so much you are my favourite toy. Yay pet simulators the happy meal we got after. @pokimanelol I love you so much this is my artistry my life life pink is better if season. We last met at McDonald's a moment in fate and real reality the love inspired by My past love in the comments

Test of my numbers 1122123323445545556 sequential order for the next 100 years.

Poki and I met at the age of 2. Dad said me and soen (ariasaki) are soulmates as dad met with my parents and Andrej.. they confirmed this and let them love on the same Chinese zodiac sign dog and dad was Chinese but Japanese as well. Tata mata were close with them they eventually traveled to Quebec and nt and mama moved to Vancouver with mo as difficulties arrived

.dad knew the prophecy so he introduced nt And mama to Tata and mama my parents until two years later Imane was born as anys and she was my only soulmate and care and I raised her and gave my ribbon of love with Angela don(soen) fate and real real Milan and real imane Amy's all to her. Real Milan was shy and they grew up at Byrne Creek secondary school.

A love letter I wrote when I was 18 years old

Dear pokimane bo peep

There’s a guy who sees this girl that he really likes. Through the encounter, they only exchange looks for a split second remaining wordless and continue to amble on with their friends. In fact, they knew each other and at least not exchanging a greeting was something new. The guy endlessly felt attached to her for a long time. They have even spoken and he expressed himself to her. And he was contained in the storm of emotions that sped tremendously by thoughts and uncertain assumptions he was trying to make. For one thing, he was in disbelief to see her at this time and place as far his knowledge held, she was supposed to be far in a different place. He was feeling anxious as normal and reluctant of saying anything while considering the only way he can open up to her if she said hi at least, but she remained quiet as if they did not know each other. To explain the manners thoroughly, He wasn’t desperately waiting to receive any attention or engage, but taking things into retrospect. And while thinking and assuming, he was already wondering beforehand maybe she wouldn’t be interested at all anymore and how it all began was what he was mainly pondering about. This feeling whether lust or not, or more convincingly love wasn’t letting go as to where it began and left off. However, he couldn’t disagree it was obsessive and it reasoned with the fact he was waiting for her return ever after telling her how he felt. And yes after confessing, this was the last time where things left off in person. And all along, he strongly believed in free will and achieving or receiving something in life, an effort had to be done. As establishing something, it was love he wanted and he would fight for it and during her leave, he was left with this attitude of will to fight by patiently waiting. Aside for originally grieving by her unexpected leave, his feelings were consistent and by far, time could not be a blocking factor. Only fear could and he only feared change. And looking through different outcomes, the future that was an illusive tale. And in life, two factors are questionable in determining an outcome: will or fate. Presumably, he grew slightly ill from waiting and through his process of grief, he was resultantly depressed. His ideology of will through waiting patiently for an opportunity was a dilemma from the known suffering he went through. It brought him down significantly to the point where his self esteem was crushed and he failed miserably in life as well. His perception of an opportunity changed as a woman of any kind can’t accept a man in this manner. And through this original fear of change, he was in this situation because he fed it. For love, it can not be dealt with through hands in achieving. In fact, it must go both ways for two people naturally and it is too powerful he realized. He was thinking about fate then; a far simpler path in life that takes away the worry of the unexpected, and brings things at an ease. But he didn’t like the notion because with his desires and experience they wouldn’t be met unfortunately as just through the time of meeting this girl, fate deceived his expectations by her leaving and he didn’t just want to give up so easily. But now, he really thinks was it worth waiting and he still cant answer that. He was on the side believing love must reside to fate. So after being introverted thinking in this wild storm, he came back to the present where she was magically there again. He was continually silent and wanted to take a 50/50 chance of talking to her or leaving. He was aware she may not be interested and was in the scene with her friends, but he had all the courage to subtly pull her away for a bit and talk to her this time. Yet, he figured it might be better to let things go as what he went through and how she showed herself. The leading assumption in his head was she wasn’t interested. He wanted to send this writing to her anonymously and ask what he should do and whether he did the right thing of not talking and leaving his future with fate, but apparently, you came clean with me. And again thanks for doing that. But I have one more question and it may seem unsettled with what I said, but will you be interested in meeting one more time. Nothing intimate at all, just two friends meeting each other and maybe it could be a moment from where we last left off with almost nothing in the summer and keep things neutral and get your opinion of who you think I am and a curious question I want to ask you: “do you think I changed” by viewing me on the outside. And when I confessed that I actually wanted to give up it was because of the negative change I experienced and I was planning on telling you sometime, but I thought the future would be better because you life is bad right now and I would only like to keep things in a positive manner. But if you are curious, I would love to tell you (preferably in person because I hate online).