Supermarket

@pokimanelol hi I'm an artistry blogger and creative book writer aka publisher where I stream My article writing on twitch as well as games and my name is ShepardN72. I produce music and dj live as well. I have to recover my main Twitter account as this is my official but secondary account, I need to link my Instagram as my content is there. Check out my website called www.anonymouscontentexpression.com where my first book elevate was published. Thank you so much Imane and I'll love to try your product.

The Supermarket

I was sitting at the interview with Don the manager and I was clear with my prospect of my vision and goals. The predicament was there but I did not know. The year was 2016 and the month was November 21. I just turned 22 on October 8 and I celebrated my favorite holiday Halloween. I couldn't wait for Christmas and my simple career just started. I was just hospitalized a few months prior and left the strenuous void of 21 from 18. It was a new beginning and 22 felt special and just a relief of under pressure during the previous years. My logic was diminishing but I loved the simplicity of my job and intuitively I felt alive and responsive with my progress. The fresh start was in a group home as I was diagnosed with mental health when I was 16. I had severe ocd and depression growing up at a young age. It was my girlfriend and our breakup when I was 9 years old. Over the years of 16 I had minimal mental health and no ocd at all and euphoria in school but a very meditative and spiritual development. I was an academic student and ace my school regime. I was going to UBC at the age of 18 and dropped out due to a mental health crisis and the distance of a relationship. I never dated ever since age 11 and 12 and there was a void and great depression. Fast forward to 22, here I was sitting at the direct interview process with Don my manager and I recreated the prospect in my head. I was soul searching for my soul mate wife, and family ultimately.

“Hey Don thank you for the interview and job opportunity” "Absolutely ‘ Don said “well get back to you shortly by next wednesday at the latest.” 3 days later it was November 24 and I was hired.

Now I was a worker with save on Urbanfoods fast forward 5 years until 2021 and then 2022 for 1 and 5 months. So what was life like working as a supermarket cashier. It was the mends of a freestyle of living independently and meeting a girl that safed my life as I like to call it. I term and associate safed with safe which contexts and means how were always safe as opposed to being saved. I will create a lot of slang terms in my expressive storytelling of my life unfolding at the supermarket. Her name was Imane but my ex Kat as well has a profound meaning in my life and I will express that as well.

I was working from a group home and live independently to begin with after the hospitalization. I reconciled hope and fate for the satire crisp age of 22 now. 21 was why so serious. 22 was like marcys new beginning with the hope and fate of the wedding. Being 22 I was so dead inside but so alive to begin with. It felt like the rabbit hole. I was descending with a void of numbness and spacing out from reality. It bothered me and stress was impounding. Just prior to my birthday, I was 21 and life was serious. I had an independent suite with my brother roan moore (rip) and it was a complete mess completely. Lifes a mess was the sequel of the previous years with this take on living. I was profusely looking for jobs at this time. I met roan moore in a transition care facility and we connected online to reminisce about the time we had together. I ended up running away with confrontations over being overwhelmed and stressed and drug use in the building. I ran away to my family friend's home dean. There I was safe and encountered a spiral amount of events regarding my state of mind and family. I was decompensating with my panic and I lost my free will and felt trapped. There was a near confrontation of losing consciousness and elevating the homelessness with hospitalization that led from a manic episode in the street. I was defeated with my ambition and short realization of freedom that I channeled what it meant to look alive. I remembered this winning celebration Life was so easy and worth channeling a momentom. I created my music channel in 2016 and soon made purchases towards a set of dj equipment in 2017. Fast forward a bit, things fell out of shape and disconnected and fell off radar. I was losing myself with the loss of my confidence and faith, I derailed with my job status after a year of working by the time my birthday occured in 2017, I hated myself again and life as well. I had a similar episode in 2023 where I was suicidal but the hate couldnt unfold itself. I had a lot of life experience and wisdom it influenced my soul quite it a bit. In track record, 2 then 1 prior it was 1 and 2 but it couldnt be the 3 time. It is because of your soul mate because i discovered it was you pokimane in 2023 and 2021. My favourite book the supermarket by bobby hall reconciles my favourite chapter aisle nine. I had a favourite aisle which was 3 and 14 and i love to interpret numbers. Please forgive me 2021 but 2023 was a denominator of great revoltage. I was batman and pikachu at the same time for halloween in 2021 on oct 31st. Its a miss to say that i was the only knight in disguise and I fought my demons. I had a characteristic watch that said police and it had a discrete moving calender where I announced each date correctly. 2021 actually was no demons but i just felt trapped. I was searching for her Pokimane and my freedom and my hospitalization in 2021 august 13. Now my hospitalization in 2023 was related to my demons which is a construct my mind des van in context. Now I reached a stillness state and peace of mind with my purification of self since I was a kid. And now I was just Searching for Imane In Los Angeles after meeting her at twitch con las vegas. I am going back to UBC save on Urbanfoods this winter season..