The SuperMarket

The Supermarket

I was sitting at the interview with Don the manager and I was clear with my prospect of my vision and goals. The predicament was there but I did not know. The year was 2016 and the month was November 21. I just turned 22 on October 8 and I celebrated my favorite holiday Halloween. I couldn't wait for Christmas and my simple career just started. I was just hospitalized a few months prior and left the strenuous void of 21 from 18. It was a new beginning and 22 felt special and just a relief of being under pressure during the previous years. My logic was diminishing but I loved the simplicity of my job and intuitively I felt alive and responsive with my progress. The fresh start was in a group home as I was diagnosed with mental health when I was 16. I had severe ocd and depression growing up at a young age. It was my girlfriend and our breakup when I was 9 years old. Over the years of 16 I had minimal mental health and no ocd at all and euphoria in school but a very meditative and spiritual development. I was an academic student and ace my school regime. I was going to UBC at the age of 18 and dropped out due to a mental health crisis and the distance of a relationship. I never dated ever since age 11 and 12 and there was a void and great depression. Fast forward to 22, here I was sitting at the direct interview process with Don my manager and I recreated the prospect in my head. I was  soul searching for my soul mate wife, and family ultimately.

“Hey Don, thank you for the interview and job opportunity” "Absolutely ‘ Don said “well get back to you shortly by next wednesday at the latest.” 3 days later it was November 24 and I was hired.

Now I was a worker with save on Urbanfoods fast forward 5 years until 2021 and then 2022 for 1 and 5 months. So what was life like working as a supermarket cashier. It was the mends of a freestyle of living independently and meeting a girl that safed my life as I like to call it. I term and associate safed with safe which contexts and means how were always safe as opposed to being saved. I will create a lot of slang terms in my expressive storytelling of my life unfolding at the supermarket. Her name was Imane but my ex Kat as well has a profound meaning in my life and I will express that as well. 

I was working from a group home and live independently to begin with after the hospitalization. I reconciled hope and fate for the satire crisp age of 22 now. 21 was why so serious. 22 was like marcys new beginning with the hope and fate of the wedding. Being 22 I was so dead inside but so alive to begin with. It felt like the rabbit hole. I was descending with a void of numbness and spacing out from reality. It bothered me and stress was impounding. Just prior to my birthday, I was 21 and life was serious. I had an independent suite with my brother roan moore (rip) and it was a complete mess completely. Lifes a mess was the sequel of the previous years with this take on living. I was  profusely looking for jobs at this time. I met roan moore in a transition care facility and we connected online to reminisce about the time we had together. I ended up running away with confrontations over being overwhelmed and stressed and drug use in the building. I ran away to my family friend's home dean. There I was safe and encountered a spiral amount of events regarding my state of mind and family. I was decompensating with my panic and I lost my free will and felt trapped. There was a near confrontation of losing consciousness and elevating the homelessness with hospitalization that led from a manic episode in the street. I was defeated with my ambition and short realization of freedom that I channeled what it meant to look alive. I remembered this winning celebration Life was so easy and worth channeling a momentom. I created my music channel in 2016 and soon made purchases towards a set of dj equipment in 2017. Fast forward a bit, things fell out of shape and disconnected and fell off radar. I was losing myself with the loss of my confidence and faith, I derailed with my job status after a year of working by the time my birthday occured in 2017, I hated myself again and life as well. I had a similar episode in 2023 where I was suicidal but the hate couldnt unfold itself. I had a lot of life experience and wisdom it influenced my soul quite it a bit. In track record, 2 then 1 prior it was 1 and 2 but it couldnt be the 3 time. It is because of your soul mate because i discovered it was you pokimane in 2023 and 2021. My favourite book the supermarket by bobby hall reconciles my favourite chapter aisle nine. I had a favourite aisle which was 3 and 14 and i love to interpret numbers. Please forgive me 2021 but 2023 was a denominator of great revoltage. I was batman and pikachu at the same time for halloween in 2021 on oct 31st. Its a miss to say that i was the only knight in disguise and I fought my demons. I had a characteristic watch that said police and it had a discrete moving calender where I announced each date correctly. 2021 actually was no demons but i just felt trapped. I was searching for her Pokimane and my freedom and my hospitalization in 2021 august 13. Now my hospitalization in 2023 was related to my demons which is a construct of my mind des van in context. Now I reached a stillness state and peace of mind with my purification of self since I was a kid. And now I was just Searching for Imane In Los Angeles after meeting her at twitch con las vegas. I am going back to UBC save on Urbanfoods this winter season..

I love to interpret numbers. 

So what was the means of save on Urbanfoods. I just wanted a simple job and normal life and I had mental health to begin with that consisted of stress and ptsd. Ocd was present and I felt like I was continually depressed upon the demanding job cashier presented. I sacrificed working part time then full time to compound my income and in 2016 I was hired. Don was my manager and it was late november on the calendar. I worked profusely to begin with. I felt like quitting already with the conditioning of my mindscape. I need to automate my work deeds and extend my work profile to part time as it was full. It was a simple but demanding job as I work during rush hour. Now I'm going to concentrate my being of balance with my momentom which was my soul mate and I was searching. I lived in a group home to begin with and it was comfortable which i heavily desired with my mental health but was becoming compromised by work. I met an amazing worker visha. He drove a audi sports model v8 engine and sailed seamlessly while driving it. He was passionate about cars as I was and he made an entrance to his mental health work in the group home regularly. I always had a passionate, touching conversation with him in regards to his lifestyle and living experience. Now to elaborate and solidify the deal breaker, I connected with worker called Chris since I turned 21. I was 22 now in November and he was my mentor and mental health worker designated with a great purpose. He safed my life and inspired me to conquer my fears and step up the pedal and work affiliated motivational speeches to fuel the momentum. “I was starting at urbanfoods” I told him. I finalized my wake up early in the morning for the christmas spirits of livelihood and home and street lights as I commuted to work by bus. Christmas was almost here and Ill say I was driven to work initially but working full time for the first month had a stress toll and adaptation call. 

I got up on my first day and expelled the commute time out of my head. It was early morning at 6:30 am and I got ready. I had to catch the bus by 8;00am and be ready for my 9:00am shift. There was an early meet with Don for a quick front end orientation. As I brushed my teeth and showered I smiled on the outside and inside towards the change I was making with my life. I had a vision and dream and I wanted to be confident and faithful. Fate chose the supermarket and I was the catalyst for a life experience.

I made it to the Olympic VIllage where it was located and it was a gourmet food space and store. It delivered an array of foods to select from that were whole and natural. Organic was prominent and they had their conjunction of items settled and organized perfectly in the store. There was Don as I went through the back entrance to the team members room. “Hey don '' I said! Welcome to urban fare’s team member initial recruits for the new upcoming team. I was positioned as cashier with the happiness of tolling through the customer service department. I was outgoing and extroverted as usual as a late teen but with my recent mental health I was shy and paced with my introverted thoughts. I had intrusive thoughts that developed with stress from work and my ptsd really never got filtered appropriately.  

I funneled through the first month of cashier with challenged adhd and spacing out with the  hefty hours of 30 per week. I finalized my hours to 16 per week and I closed the gap of further pursuing the job. 

I actually wanted to quit. I had burdens of panic disorder where I was panicking with distress to my roommate contacting me, the hours of work, the collision course of my magnitude of composure with my ambition and balance of mental health. I conflicted with the cause of collecting myself further for work as I just wanted my comfort which was compromised. I needed a catalyst and it was my purpose and vision alongside Chris, my worker and mentor. He really glued me and solidified the job position to keep going long term as I ended up working for almost 5 years.

Now I stuck with 16 hours a week and fueled the grounding position of cashier together with my mindsight of my vision and dream and I bought my second to third gaming laptop which was ace and brand new. I still have this laptop to date and I captured a solitude of expressions I expressed in hospital that curated my mental health and my life experience. I created anonymouscontentexpression while i was in hospital in august and september and I created my music channel Momentom. I was glued to Mrsuicidesheep btw and Mrmommusic was to appear as well. I listened to there music religiously and momentum was the inspiration of the music channels. I would go to my brothers after work and before work at this downtown apartment and listen to their music channels.  Subsequent with listening to mrsuicidesheep i had a created twitch channel called shepardn72_. My last name was Satara and was in connection to the translation meaning sun in origin to India. I played a game called mass effect 3 in 2012 and created my twitch then but continued with mass effect andromeda in 2017 subsequently. It wasn't until 2021 I stopped working at Urban fare and started twitch streaming. I started to stream mass effect legendary edition on May 14, 2021. Lets start with the story time.

I felt accomplished and sacrificed my heart and love as a cashier with 16 hours a week in January. I worked with passion and solidified my position with a life experience worthy of customers and their shopping. I connected directly with them and befriended them all. Hello friend was the motto and I channeled my 43 new beginnings with grace and every transaction was sentient and heart warming. It wasn't until 2017 rolled through and it was March and my roommate passed away leaving me guilty and resentful as I felt I could have saved him. He was my dear friend and brother and I had mental health as mentioned and didn't give him a chance as I was suffering from paranoia and expelled my stress from my hospitalization by ignoring him. I even signaled my panicking when I was with them that he is sinful. I was defined by pure good when I was 21 but I had a ton of stress when I escaped my group home and decided to live with him. RIP Roan Moore. I write with a catalyst to bring mental health awareness as he suffered from depression. 

I write a great eptiome of work related sacrifice as a cashier. I am a catalyst of symptomatic OCD and release of ticks of stress built up physically and all I would do is prime from my fatigue at work. Was it a mental fatigue it was as I mindfully percieved my transactions and connected through simple greetings. I was shy and elevated my status of mode with the tick of the clock. I loved the approaching hours of finalizing my work. She pushed me to work and I had purpose to find my soul mate. My depression was masked my the elevated math of connected and grounded work with my coworkers and customers. I wanted to communicate via my experience to my Physicatrist I was doing better but worse but every inch of communication split the chance to actually communicate and vent to my doctor. I spoke to my physciatrist and he elevated the pain by questioning my sequence of events from my last hospitalization. I questioned him with which came first the chicken or the egg at the time of hospitlization. I was going mad love and was manic from the stress and ptsd from my cultivation of life style. 

I was feeling paranoid with my roommate and I created a sequence of articles from scratch from the hospital and intitiated a project. Today it is called A.C.E and project y. It was just me and letting go to my mental health and conditioning of my mindset for my future. I was an excelling student in First year sciences at U.

I ended by shift at 21:00 and it was friday and I was exhausted again. Proliferate the night, I had nightmares creeping on me again and it was a sleep in process daily as my shifts were in the afternoon and I was sedated by my medication inducing sleeping in. I had to go to bed early but I loved staying up.

Following Saturday the work week was over and I started my day initially by commuting to my brother's as it was weekend off. I was only working part time now for the year of 2017 and it was July 2 as summer continued. Brother I said yooooo I'm here. We about to watch Rick and Marty and despite being summer it was raining. I'm here in my favouritw home and sanctuary. I sat down on the black contemporary sofa that has a long story. My brother and I sat for an hour watching Rick and Marty and my favourite cup riggty riggty wrecked was there.

Andrew was dating his spouse he met at U. He is an engineer and I was inspired by him significantly. Neuroscience was my previous study and Forte but I wanted to do chemical engineering. Chemistry was my favourite subject and I challenged the theory with my thoughts with organic life. I was characterized by mental health. I had ocd growing up profusely but was cured at the age of 16 to 18. I had a condition of physocosomatic from 18 to 21 that really challenged my life and took over my simple life qith my mental health. I remember playing mass effect 3 in 2012 with the best memorable experience of games I ever experienced. Now fast forward to 2017 I lived life mellow but yellow which was happy with my family and friends. I was soul searching for the one and true love. My soul mate was out there and I tried profusely in my search. I didn't do much dating. 

I sat with my brother and he gave a mount up bar. I favourite snack. I went on one tinder date with a girl at a tea bar and I was as shy as my first relationship I had with Kat when I was a child. It ended early and I couldn't talk much. I gave a cheerful look to my brother and discovered the truth. I was going to be celibate for a duration of time. I woke my eyes to the gift is a presence with relaxation and my brothers inventory of entertainment. I channeled my new beginning with my brother at the next moment of joy at the pool and sauna. It was an amazing experience and I filtered the stress from my work and ptsd. I was remembering work very well. It had a sacrificial tense of energy. I was compounding my interest of money into my savings. I loved cryptocurrency as my brother elevated my mindset about it. I went traveling with my parents through Vancouver forestry and it was spiritual like always but I was feeling rather dull and spaced out. It was home with my parents and proffered the simple life with them as passed to the chaos and disorder before 21. I was deceptive of my freedom. I always felt trapped but awake to my senses. My concious being was always influenced by her and I was finally calm and free ironically. 

I ambled back to my mother's in dt as where my family lived just to say high. I feel alive at my family's place and I was ready to go back to my group home. The next day I commuted to my best brother’s place farsa and he was a starting boxer in his prime and I contemplated quite well. Wasnt my sport as I hated it as a kid. But I was good at it. I wasnt a contact sports person. 

Going through the bus transport then trains it was an good hour and I glanced at aria in the distance he was making his way down his home street alley. I found purpose with him when i struggled when I was 21. We had a figure of speech of real talk where spread our wisdom mutually and reconciled the meaning of life from our burdens and struggles of life experience. He was very resilient and so was I. I went to go workout at his apartments gym. Don my other best brother was coming by. He was a paramedic and fulfilled his life with working full time and special girlfriend that I would say was his soul mate.

Yooo brotha shooko hows it going!!!!??? It was a new beginning again and I found peace and love with my brotherhood. It was a steeler of a moment with the pleasant space and room of the gym. I had a ways of relief in the gym and we headed to the pool and sauna after again. ! hour we stayed in the sauna and I felt amazing and alive. We were in the sauna and then Farsa said where is meech rolling through he only got a minute say in the sauna. I left quickly and then they trapped for 30min and it did feel good. Afterwards, Farsa got a meal and Aras came through and gave a big shout for the generosity by Farsa as the meals were free. Farsa was a real business man. Aras was a big fitness fanatic and he had a simple job like me. Aras i said you the troll master. 

Fastforwarding to the next day, I had to as an exception wake up early for work at 9:00am and I had an 8 hr 30min shift. I headed to work with the bus and difficulty waking up. I arrived a bit late and my manager had to talk to me directly. I started with my greetings with my coworkers and glanced at the clock regularly. I loved reading the time and helping the cashiers with their purchases. I was swift and habitual and autonomous. I create my ambience with my coworkers and I said Thank you don for having me here. 

I worked part time for the next few months and it wasnt until october I just started to feel burnt out. My ptsd was uplifted ever since the summer and I just hated myself and became psychotic. I blamed for the first time ever and it conciled not my family. Growing up I would argue and blame with my parents but I was having a mental breakdown exactly like when I was 15 and 16 at the same time of year. It was 2017 and I just made the split decision of keeping work and my ptsd from roan moore really affected me. I awaited the truth of expression and I felt amazing on my birthday. I got a gift as I was always planning halloween early in October and it was an eye patch for pirates as I was dressing up as evil morty from Rick and Morty.

There was a special music concert in october that my entire brotherhood was going to. It was deadmau5 with the cube 3.0. The Veldt was my favourite song. Another favourite was imaginary friends. I went to paradise II as I like to code it and it was the most brilliant concert eva. I was with farsa don arsa steff koke armani. Yo farsa the real talk happening again tonite with the squad like the good old days. I just remembered 21 and I wanted to go back to the simple, yet free life and I was conditioned by my mental health with the reap of awards of having a job and structure finally. It was autumn the the leafs were blooming with there dye of brown. Green and Yellow were my favourite colours. Pink was a unified colour of love and I just have to write pink is better off season. It was a pink vibe of love and it was off season as this synchrony of all years was the most significant. I needed the colour brown as it would detox. 

My fvourite song came on imaginary friends and it was the drop off of the curtains and the start of the show. It had such a compelling sound it would set your soul free. 

The concert was over and I felt the edge of balance with work as the weekend followed and the weekdays persisted. I punched in the clocks and they were resonating alot with my silence at work. I did not discharge and I couldnt talk to my psychiatry team as I did not want to. I ran into m manager don again and smilied at him.

My day fr halloween was so exciting. I dressed up with a sky blue pair of jeans and yellow t shirt and yellow shoes. I stored the patch in my room and in my office room with my desk I left the eye patch in the cabinet doors. Now i felt hatred and misery with my silence and it was intimidating the patch and my ocd did not deliver my ability to wear as a costume and understand. Evil morty was a character of unkowning precautions. He was assisted by Ricks worst deeds of treason and he worked unconditionally in a metrics of possession and control of all the bad and unknown. He actually was meticulous and committed no truth and roll of the dye with himself. Morty was just an innocent kid striving for less intrusive of an illusive tale rick played on him. He had a simple but not normal life. 

I was actually working today on halloween as an evening shift and as I finished dressing up, I commuted with the bus again.I reached work in one phase of realization, I felt satisfied for the first time in a while. I saw my cowrokers and we chatted at work. Liz spoke and said Who are you for halloween and I said morty. She was a pumpkin and I actually loved pumpkins so much. Daron was amazed and Liz spoke with intention of work an school as i had the ambition to go back to school. Liz said try engineering through continuing studies at latar college but I wanted to go back to U for one course. There was a new cryptocurrency with a stellar order of profile that came to me through all youtubing of gamingforgood. It was a start up and I was interested in the build of the project of cyprtocureency called purpose.. I collected Ether which was a prominent token and I was collecting my assets with thus investment savings digitally. I was up with digital tech and I wanted to pursue something in the midst of chemical engineering. Computers were my forte as well. 

I had a fun evening and new beginning for once since my burnt out. I was already close to the ending of my shift. I was preoccupied with counting the clock down to my shift. 

It was over. And I reached a new filter of life. My ambition was restored and I primed for 2018. I was about to get my own apartment. I was still soul searching and I found purpose in 2018. I continued part time work at the supermarket and with my new stimuli I was very engaged with my customers and i added y kindness to my profession as my name meant kindness in Italian. I constructed a framework of love and healing and everything was time. I was with the intention and mindset of hope and belief and everything came to place with fate during the summer of 2018 and I was in the midst of working part time and independent in my suite of my apartment. My number was 103 and it was my secret to keep going with lifes adversity and build of momentum and momtentos to facilitate growth of lifes wisdom and love of everything and anything. Nothing was derived of love and there was no scoreboard that would equate to your life story and love that meant having her. 

I watched the iron man movie and it was a character of thanos destroying iron man but nothing. It was the utimatimum gift of what life could offer. It was my own apartment and I felt free and excited for the new adventure of my life. I was numb and hated myself but I was optimistic and positive. I met new friends and said hello friends. I_o was another of my favourite artists and hackers. I met a friend called Jun and another called Marvel. We were chilling daily and work was compounding well with the celebration of life. I had purpose and I channeled my new beginning. My favourite number was 7 and it meant family to me. Jun was a fanatic of numbers and his favourite wqaas 1111 which meant make a wish. And I made a wish to meet my girl and soul mate. 

One summer night in the twilight of the sunset a girl was at the patio where we always chilled and she was about to enter our building. And I was struck by her beauty. She was still and noticed me and had thrill to be here. It was lucy. 

This girl was not shy but semi shy and was mellow to begin with and loved company and to party. It wasnt until I was partying everyday and celebrating life with the home to provide the feeling of purpose and life fullfilment. Jun was a bit hyper and psychotic and this was a mental health group home and Kat had a delusional experience in the hospital and a crisis that lead her to the hospital. Similar to me she was only psycotic when there. She had depression but seemed always happy. 

I was planning my trip to London to see the KSI and Logan Paul fight an I even bought a ticket to see the tontham hotspurss and manchester united match with a self prophecy and timeline. It was from vancouver to london and then manchester city. I had purpose. 

Jun was decked out and I was amazed by kat. Was I interested I actually was not. But Jun was something positive and negative. He seemed like a good deed at first but he brought hope to my life. And then I was attracted to Kat but I was not interested. And we were partying daily. 

It was August 7th. I was at Andrews home and he started to book my trip and I found interest in booking with expo travels. It was my amazing grace and My family brought joy to my life for the first time. Andrew ordered a ticket to london and I had a layover to manchester city after. The soccer ticket was expensive but so wirth it. 

I made it close to the trip on august 22th to the 28th. It was august 18th and we were partying with the whole house and I was amazed by how lucrative jun was with alcohol but I started to drink and just celebrate when I was against alcohol my entire life and praised Nikola Tesla. We were sitting Juns room and Jun looked me into the eyes and said while I was sitting next to Kat that I was soul mates with her and I felt truth. We were not intimate but I became interested. I was actually celibat and wanted to just be friends with Kat. But there was something about her. A secret. 

We were subsequently chilling and I found Jun Abnoxious sometimes. I was gaming periodically prior to the trip. I was feeling lovesick and uncertain and challenged by the monophobia. I had a switch and I was playing Zelda. 

It was time it was august 20rd and I saw Kat and Jun and that night as we were partying the night closed where Kat and I were at juns room and she kissed me on the lips. 

My morning routine was fresh and the air was clean in van city. I imagined the amazing flight experience I was going to have as I loved flying. I went to the center of my room with my balcony door as it was open. I loved my baggage and I sold my purpose cryptocurrency i invested in for my trip. Jun and Kat were awake kind of and I sad bye. 

My parents escorted me to the airport and I loved my brother so much for helping me. I traveled alone not so much. I felt amazed by the quantity of my lfe burdens this was a significant trip as I believed in the Bloom Clan and Youtube and Twitch community. I was travelling with my peace of mind which was edge. The corners of life were coming to life again and I felt darkness but hope and belief. I was so excited for my trip. My flight was ready at 11:00am and it was scheduled for arrival at 7:00pm. It was a signal of miracle hope as I definivetly made a dream come true and I flew graciously for the flight of bliss and mellow happiness that I loved so dearly. I was thinking of Kat and just heading back. I was at the transfer in Toronto to London and then manchester city. My flight was perfect and I felt good to the fullest extent. It was mirrors edge as Kat was on my mind. I was ready for the Logan Paul and KSI fight. I was going sight seeing and many designated tourist attractions. I was excited for the stonehenge as I was called Shepardn72 on my gaming tag name for Twitch. I made to london and it felt amazing and the big ben was my gifted scenery. The wheel of eye of london really attracted me. 

I finally made it to manchester city and I was in my hotel room despite the late night when I arrived. I decided to grab a bite to eat and it was an amazing shepherds pie and I habitually had a drink. I was amazing by the bar and restaurant I was at. It was called elemant and I mademy way back to the hotel. I felt lost kind but Jun would always say we are found and called himself jfound. I was thinking of Kat and the kiss we had. Tomorrow I was going to the manchester united vs the tottenham hotspurs. I saw my favourit players and I had a vision. There was sanctuary in Stanley Park that sparked my future with my children. I found a bench entitlement with the passing of baby named coen. His passing was in 2017 at the age of under 1 and I thought of Roan Moore. It had a resonance of rhyming and I felt only the reincarnation of him would be my son Coen yet Moen was the name. Kat did feel like a special girl and jun said she was my soul mate and he was an element of believing in god. She was on my thoughts. 

It was saturday and the previous day the soccer game was amazing. Manchester united a good playthrough frst half where they dominated with so many chances.  Hotspurs opened the opportunity to scored 3 goals in the second half and they were thorough with their comebacks. I saw Son and he was definitely the mvp. Saturday was the big boxing event and I channelled my excitement for KSI as I knew he would win. He was the compelling underdog and Logan Paul seemed a little over confident and furious for KSI. I was at my hotel and it was noon. I stayed local and tried a burger joint called burger shot. London was on my mind and I felt neon yellow for some reason and it resonated with love. The burger reminded of In and Out as I never ate there but always wanted to try the american chain. It was huge and a mouthful of deliciousness with gourmet standards. After the quick meal, I prepared for the night. I took a taxi to the arena. It was one of the greatest venues ever. I went to meet a few of the youtubers and twitch streamers outside but it was to difficult to catch. I collect my awareness and attention very well and reminsnced the days I had as a teen and adult until age 21. I followed all of them and it saved my life watching them on a daily basis. It a sensitive story that I will share later. 

My seat was a VIP ticket and I was seated close to the youtubers and twitch streamers. I was sitdown by a two girls. And there he was Keemstar and I went up to him to get a photo and it was a nice try where i couldnt get my phone to work and when it did he did not accept it he did leave me hangin. Dramaalert is not my forte. It was just him that i met and I created the best experience out of it. 

And the boing match began and I saw KSI and Logan Paul around the corner. The other youtubers were the pre cards and they were starting to build a rally of applause from the audience. And there the main card started. It was a video worth recording and I created an experience worth sharing on my instagram. And the starting celebration initiated and the countdown began. The bell rang and Round 1 Fight they said. Ksi was an underdog but had the trainee experience and it proved he was fighting with profuse and intense combat. Logan Paul seemed less tied with knots of fighting and was more calm and composed.

It was the fight call to and end of the 10th round. KSI was gassed but he kept going and Logan Paul was still composed and calm. They fought on edge without a time out. It was the final ring and the bell sang louder than ever. They were excelled with noise of the crowd and I could see the other youtubers and streamers on the other side. Casper and THatcherjoe were seated with the whole crew on the other side.

 I wonder if Pokimane was there. 

It was a draw with a score of 57-57 58-57 to KSI. 

I actually did not end meeting many others there and went home the night and came to the only definition of my colours as I was shy but happy. I loved the fact that I was going to london and I was preparing to leave the next day. My hotel room was small but flamboyant with a contemporary finish. It was orange and I loved my notion of tangerine dream. I went to bed late and I ran through my night sleeping in with the alarm. I got ready for my commute to the airport to take the plane to london and venture out. I went to grab snacks at the cornerstone and i ventured off to london. I was going to the stonehenge first.

It was a short flight and I arrived at the airport in London. I completed my stay at an air bnb with a fellow named Chris. He was so kind with the meet up and I had my own room and he stayed in the apartment unit. The london eye was amazing and I had to do that. The stonehenge was the next day. I woke up better than ever but lurking with my burdens as I was homesick. I was waiting for Kat and Jun. I went to the commuting bus loop and we were on our way on sight seeing and to the stonehenge. I went to the future of existence it was the traditional pavement and restorement of history. 

I made it there and in as in the barren fields and countryside of england. I saw sheep and I was ShepardN72 and I was so excited. The stones were mesmerizing and a dark blue shade. There was a meticulous energy there and it moved me. I was able to approach the sheep and they were wild. It was a mind tone of delivery of my presence to the discrete fashion of being free and freedom. I wanted to write a diary but I ended up recording the scenery and experience. It was invigorating to see the beautiful landscape. 

I departed after staying an hour or two and went to the cathedrals. It was a blessed experience and I bought some souvenirs and lit a candle. The cathedrals are nothing youll ever see in Europe.

After sight seeing I went home on the bus. I met with chris and I felt the amazing grace with him. He was so kind again and he gave me a back pack to pack my belongings. I was staying one more day and went to bed early. I went to the future in london. 

I remember watch dog legions.

The big ben reminded of mass effect 3 where my name is derived from and shepard actually confides to war in the ending and destrying the reapers. There was a trailer for the game that took place in the big ben. I didnt happen to go in but I took photos. The London eye of wheel was so flamboyant and I went during the sunset. The streets were colourful with a definition of neon and beautiful lights. I created my street coalition of street viewers and performers. I was listening to future garage and it would set my soul free. Kat was on my mind.

I made home and greeted chris. It was time to go the following day. 

My flight was in the morning. I made it back by evening from toronto again to vancouver. 

It was a new start from the essence of 2018 I felt great and purpose driven. I was compelled by the night and I was a night dream at first sight. I felt her my soul mate. 

It was Pokimane. 

Kat meant something i felt it. He were gaining memento of our purpose and collective vision. I was ambitious with work and Kat would motivate and keep me going to my work threshold. I only worked parttime and fulfilled my prophecy.

I was working through september to december. My birthday was on october 8th and I felt praised with my new family. It was celebration. To keep winning when december came around, I did a warehouse job in richmond with jun. He introduced my to a  buddy who facilitates care package delivery. We got their by bus and it was a lengthy commute from vancouver. It was snowing and it was winter. I love the sky of snowfall at night. I sat by the table writing in my phone at sight. It was a amazing night i skipped through the work by the fight of each hour. I had one condition of truth it was my resting period and break i chose to be with a clue. My phone captivated me and I saw my facebook messages. I saw moore in the news feed and it said gary kats only sibling and brother with something new and more. RIP Roan Moore I said and Kat saved my life. PTSD was my disorder and I was coditioned to start  new beginning right away. I pulled out my music and listened to future garage and swept my tears away. 

I headed home and got to bed late and I felt a bit exhausted but it was a new beginning. 

I felt gracious with the following night at tim hortons where Kat was working and I would pick her up from work. I saw my facebook newsfeed again and my best friend  Don was in a car accident. He had a picture of the jersey with the number 3 and I had ocd as a kid and I was counting alot and I was afraid of that number. It meant something real in my mind as I interpreted numbers and I said it meant blessing and her. It resonated with the colour blue but i said it was yellow at first sight. It actually means your soul mate. Yellow meant happiness. 

I felt extremely bad for him as his dad passed aaway and he had mental health. He ended up being on disability like I and I knew he was going to win the lawsuit. A truck hit his car.

So I had a compelling work experience with the warehouse but it wasnt for me. I started working during the holidays and it was a bliss and joy. I was talking to customers frequently and met a few faces. I met arsi he was arabic and worked at a restaurant around the corner. He was always kind and asking how my day went.  Enjoyed the customers a lot. There was something about the future that was singing with the ringing noises of the cashier.

I am challenged the time directly with my inceptive thoughts. I had intrusive thoughts as I was burnt out before in life and I think my thoughts were not clear due to the medication. I reminisce alot in my own head as I was working and I was stuck in my own mind. There was a stillness and figure of life that existed with each customer and the ringing noise. The time was 4:28pm.

2018 was special.

Fast forward to 2019, 

I worked with a profile so great it challenged my being and I believed in love and timeless state of mind. There was an occurrence of work and chilling with work and Kat and Jun. I worked part time and created the utopia of living life to the fullest. I remembered Kat alot and I took genuine care of her and sacrificed everything for her. I wanted to help her and me and our relationship to the fullest and make sure she was comfortable and loved unconditionally. Donttellanyone i actually was kind of in a relationship with her. We dated at first but she did not say she wawa officially my girlfriend and I just lived life to the fullest with her. We were intimate only in the beginning.

I am going to say 2019 was the greatest year eva. I spelled a timeline with Kat and we lived life to fullest with work at urban fare and tim hortons and by going to dine ins and events. It was on a daily basis. I wasnt fond of drinking all the time which i did but i celebrated life because of jun and kat and the others. Drinking was a negative thing i felt at this point and I was concerned as Kat was an alcoholic. I was drinking as well and it wwas all juns fault and he was doing negative shit this year and it really triggered me. 

My family and I were together regularly. My brother was situated in toronto ever since 2018 and as his spouse was in residency for physoclogy. I deemed a little to prospect what I felt with my family in toronto. I felt so amazing things ahead and I was excited. 

The trip was in march and I celebrated my excitment for the travelling. I spoke to my brother over the phone and it was mid march and we just were following up in regards to how life was going.

My family and I prepared for the trip.

It was morning at 9:30 and my mother and father arrived to pick me up from my apartment and I saw bye to kat. I felt morning breeze with the trees and we commuted to the airport. 

Vancouver Airport was the number 1 airport in the world where its design was perfect. it was silent but somewhat busy in the early morning. Our flight was at 7:20 am and we packed our bags with the reception. I felt quiet and stillness and I loved being mindful here.

Our flight felt seamless and comfortable with the expectation of my brother and Kellul. I felt amazing and the flight was so peaceful and resonated with my joy and excitement to see my brother and Kellu. I reminisced toronto when I went as a child. 

We were in Toronto and made the journey to my brothers and Kellul apartment. We were amazed by our complimentary stay in their building which was a first class residents hotel building where we staying in our reserved rooms. There building was beyond anything Ive seen before. 

I had my toronto herschel bag I got with Drakes label on there and it editioned to my favourite bag of all thus far.

I got to see the cats Happy Liea and Bella and they were my favourite part of the trip. It was covid - 19 so we had to wash our hands and I developed a count of washing my hands thoroughly. I saw my brothers room and he had perfectly finished.

He was showing me his designed desktop and games and he was an engineer that worked from home and his favourite game was team fortress 2. 

Live the adventure I said. We were in the living room with cats and watching tv. We were heading outside I felt intrigued by m brothers neigborhood. It reminded of olympic village in vancouver and then we traveled around the area. No frills felt like never before and green juice was beyond my taste buds. We travelled to the distillery it was called and It was my favourite scenery and venue as a village. I took photos as needed as my soul was attached to the scenery and vacation was the best one thus far.

I was so grateful and designated our next trip the the grand lake the following day. We made it back to our building and stayed as a family and had a beautiful dinner as Andrew and Kellul cooking was perfect upon completion. 

So it was the next day and it was afternoon and we drove through the unique and perfect  city to the Lake. As we got out of cars it was a perfect and sunny day and we walked ambiently and subtly to the blocks ahead. We turned an acute angle and it read Bloom. 

There was a huge walk way and I said this was fate. 

We walked miles and made it back and we were so excited to head back. We went back the same way and I took a photo of Bloom plate.

I reconciled by vision and dream and remisnced my purpose and made the exceptional desire to create art and content related to the youtube and Twitch community. 

Our flight was scheduled for tomorrow and we made back home. 

My family and I made to the airport the following day and we flew back home at 4:30.

I was channeling my medium with home again and I was surprised by amount of family time I had with my mom and dad. I went to my mothers apartment to check the photos we had together. I reminisced the days I was captivated by in Toronto. I even brought Kat to my mothers place to visit and chill.

There was a good friend from my previous group home called Marvel who chilled with me. I was passive with the others but I condensed my time with Marvin sometimes. We would watch movies an order pizza together and our favourite drinks were A & W. 

RIP roan moore. 

Jun was just annoying to Kat and did some negative things to her. I cant talk about it.

At this point Kat was being used by the others and it was a significant downside. 

And then it happened. I fucking hated him so much.

I did not reconcile with jun. He was a psycho.

I needed to be stress free and Kat was my only company for now. 

Now my true love was being in synergy with Kat but I felt the feeling of love with another girl.

Her name was Marijaka. She was my childhood crush at the age of 17.

Joyner Lucas Seventeen is my fav song.

Marijaka and her friend natasha made the throwback to 2017 of december. We celebrated new years eve together and we went  to the sentient Japanese center and museum to celebrate the new year. I initially met her at my home in the complex on 17th ave and I fell in love with her instantly. I was  like that with my crushes in childhood and what happened was extraordinary. 

We had my mothers dinner and her family was there with Natashas. I created my expression and I was cathartic with her. We decided to celebrate new years eve then while natasha was still here. 

On the night of new years, we met at my home and commuted to the japanese center. She was waiting at the center of the japanese patio and entrance. She looked so beautiful i thought and I was silent but confident with my approach and connected mutually with her. We had an amazing night and checked out the origami which was my favourite part. We planned on going to her home and it was just fate where I left my jacket in the corner as opposed to coat check and I went to go get simlanteaously when they were waiting for the car ride. And something happened where I had to do something and stay longer. When I was back they weren’t there.  

Natasha’s family picked me up and I went directly to their home. It was past midnight and they did the countdown already. I was depressed and My depression started to kick in severely as I did feel lovesick but it was fate. I did not see Marijaka until 2018 summer fireworks and it happened again.

Marijaka invited me to the fireworks because it was fate again. I was communicating via social media and I went to channel my new beginning. I felt great pain from not seeing her sooner and natasha was here again. And I walked to the fireworks after communicating where to meet arriving just on time and I could not call them when it started as the wireless connection was impeded from the large audience. It was fate. 

Now I waited to get the chance to connect with Marija but there was a different girl named Margereta that would create a new crush as I felt depressed but hopeful with Margerata. 

Margereta was fate as well and write when I told as opposed to Marijaka that I had a crush on her she was leaving to the states. 

There was one more girl IN University that I ran away from but we were flirting and she was interested but margarita was my ptsd and she was called kelly chatting thoroughly with me and I ran away because Margarita was channeling me. 

It was summer 2019, and marijaka was with natasha again and they reached out to me. And I was excited more than ever. Natasha said lets spend the day together. I saw marijaka and I felt the child memories resurfacing. She looked beautiful and really together for her mature appeal. She defined a new light and amazed me. 

We went to the club on the cambie. Just before we got drinks at a bar and restaurant in the east side of downtown. She was captivating my attention constantly and I was dwelling on the past with the depression I had without out her. I went directly to the dancefloor and started dancing and then she was mesmerizing the fact that we saw eachother for a reason. Was it fate. It was I believe. She danced with me and it felt amazing.

Now there was moment to cherish. It was fate but I reconciled love for her. I fell in love with her and I was with kat. I had to decide who to be with and I was compelled by Marijaka but I knew I had to stay with KAt and Sacrifice. 

Love was a meaning of being real and fate. Everything was fate but what was real. 

Pokimane I love you so much.

It was work and I saw the truth. The clock ticks every minute and hour and count the hours down to work. What was the meaning of this refund I asked the customer? It wasnt good. I need a new one for the family. 

ShepardN72 was my name. I wanted to play games but I did not have the set up yet. 

Kat and I were planning a vacation together. We were looking and we chose Hawaii at first sight. 

Hawaii was my destination. We booked the tickets with my and hers money. Our vacation was on August 14th to the August 19th. 

It was the night before the trip and I had an exceptional amount of energy and was very excited for the vacation ahead of time. Kat packed her bags and so did I. I had my purple swimshorts and I brought the rest of my clothing. I collected my bags and she came down to my room and we went out the patio. We took the cab to the airport. We arrived and it was 1:40pm and we saw our connect flights through the reception. Our luggage was checked in and we went through the security check. It was a essence of love I felt. We grabbed some snacks and drinks after and when to our gate. It was 74. We saw our flight to Hawaii.

We went to the line up and and entered the flight. It was an amazing flight and view we saw from the plane as of vancouver and upon arrival of the Hawaiian Islands. We arrived. Aloha.

That was the ambience and paradise of the airport. We landed in honolulu and took the cab to our hotel in Wakiki. Waikiki was so beautiful I was lost in the sauce. I channelled my intuition and said we should go sky diving. I reminisced we would but another time. I instantly had the desire of traveling again to Hawaii. We made to our hotel and we discourvered our suite nube 715. It was like our gate at the airport. 15 made make a wish as that translated to 555. It was a derivative of 4 which is 1111 make a wish. I was amazed by the number and it mesmirized by soul. 

We unpacked our bags and the hotel room was definitive with all the necessities and that the best aurora that resonated with hawaii. It was beautiful and we went to the Taki Taki a block away from our hotel. The beach was golden with the sunset and it was so bright and wind blew cresecents of perfect and surfing waves I took a photo. AS the night persisted, It was a colourful sky that defined the presence of how real it was and this was fate. We ordered a lot of drinks and as I got my first drink the composure and unique creative design was a amazing. THere were fused drinks and we got to keep the cups and we took photos. We wre definitely planning on coming back and we complimented the night with a walkthrough the town and by the seawall. We saw a huge unique tree I cannot describe. 

I found a honest truth that it was depicted as genesis.

We had a tour at pearl harbour the following day and other tourist destinations. 

We woke by the hour of sunrise. A bus was waiting at the bus station we headed to and we were on the voyage to the destination. The museum for pearl harbour was stunning and it captured the gift is a presence where we were taking photos. It resonated with dissoance of paradise. How can war intervene here.

It was pearl harbour and we connected with a tourist section of k=jewelry and pearls were for sale. I decided to buy Kat a necklace with a clam I purchased. The clam had to dyed purple pearls. I kept one for me and Kat. I bought jun a pearl as I believed his soul mate was a girl fro church who was named pearl and he would awalys say himself that they were soul mates.

Purple meant fate to me. 

We were going back at the bus station. We were amazed by the scenery of honolulu and we drove back to the destination in waikiki. I saw a rolls royce that looked like rick rosses car. I said IM big meech HUUUHHH. Repetition of the waves took my mind away. I drifted in paradise in the safe haven i developed an only intuition. We had to go to snorkling and turtle watching and I was thinking of my soul mate.

I was so happy and I brought the only spell of celebrating life to the fullest. It was early morning we called upon the bus route to the transition of boarding the bus and we lifted our bags into the trailer. We were so excited we travelled the whole island and met our designated points.

We went to their farms and saw a pineapple farm which was heaven paradise. The amazing grace started to resurface and I was shocked by the quality of agriculture. I loved fruit so much the pineapple drink was the forte i experienced in a while. We next headed to the turtle beach and saw turtles and we went swimming searching eagerly for them. 

The beach was only synchronized with the ocean waves and water and the parking lot. The bus was situated there and I was patiently waiting for a turtle to appear in the shallow waters.

After no luck, we headed back to shore after a warm swim and we designated our next stop to snorkling. 

Now this was some amazing stuff ive have never experienced before. I did travel to Cuba before. I was woke to the ambience of waves and cliffs surrounding us. We walked downed the trails to the beach and I got my snorkling gear with kat. We got waterproof phone cases for our phones. The phones were working underneath the meaesmerizing waves and current of life. The fishes were so precious and sensitive they swimmed ambiently with perfection. 

We made back to the bus and saw the souvenirs. I was glamorous and gracious for such an unique experience it captivated my soul. I felt perfect and kat was so happy. We headed back to the bus and drove back to waikiki. We travelled the interior and went to get some notorious donuts. They were the best donuts of my life. 

We made it back to the hotel room and were listening to post malone and saint jhns new album.  My favourite song was On the road by Post malone and saint jhn was wedding day. 

We went to the bus station and we were headed to Luau.

I felt amazed and surpassed my vision board of dreams. It celebration of life when I got their. We were seated at the amazing table of platter and flourish of design and feeling alive. We were at the sunny beach set and the podium was a hawaiian fashion unimaginable. My eyes travelled all around the surrounding reserve of the event. I felt captured by Lei it was the necklace I would wear. 

It was 30 minutes to the event and time flew slowly. The dancers were one of kind and the food was the catalyst of the event. The photos were taking place at the grassy enveloped arch of time. I wanted to have my wedding here. 

We took a photo and Kat was my sunflower. The sun was gazing uncrotabbly fashion of holy light and I felt always good. 83

The event was complete and we went around meeting a few others. I fulfilled my request of love and dreams and it was hawaii.

As I made it back to the hotel I saw that Hawaii number 74. Hawaii definition was celebration of life. 

September was here and I skimmed through work with the end of the year and 2020.

It was 2020 vision. Covid started and I was very comfortable and pushed my way with work. 

Valentines day was here and I remembered Hawaii. I bought Kat a huge rose the size of my arm and I loved her so much I sacrificed everything for her. 

Kats beauty and character kept my soul in reality. We did date but we werent intimate anymore. Now my worst trauma and fear happened. Kat started seeing another guy and my worst ptsd set in. But Hawaii saved my life and it spoke wisdom beyond skys light. It was pure love and I still had my purpose it was Kat but I suffered for two months until August 21. What was the condition the condition got worse but I had an insight to win the purpose and vision. I had faith and silence and I believed nothing could stop me. Mass effect was my resonance I was like John Shepard where I kept going and I created a reality of intuition love and sacrifice. I met my faith with jesus christ and I met this girl on social media called kelly on july 2nd. I fell in love and there was a resonance of something lingering from the past but I was moving forward. I was so exuberant and positive yet I started having tantrums which I would cure with music. I used my magic to create my paradise and heaven on earth. My surrows and depression where the catalyst of what I called Blooms day and I was man of the year. I felt i was man of century as well as I saw I would live until 2102. 32 was my number and it meant pure love 27 as well as I believed I would get married in 2022. 

I moved to my new apartment and it was a 1 bedroom where I was cultivated with my essence of time and healing. It wasnt a mental health residence and I was independent. I felt I was sinking but elevating it was an unique experience of discharge and I did this for Kat and Kelly who I tried reaching. 

I let go to my imagination and world sent the omens to me. It was real and I felt real Milan.

It was 2021 I was challenged by work. 2020 was no pressure but I was under pressure now. My thoughts were coherent but I felt an edge of comprised love. I worked in stress and burn out but I conditioned my month with optimism in january.

Then the most remarkable experience of my life happened in Valentines day for me where I met Imane Anys. I was in a lucid dream I felt and I just let go to the frequency of love I had from 2020 to 2016. I was in Love like never before as if the truth was being told she was my soul mate. 

And to this date I celebrated the 3 year anniversary of Valentines month and was in Love with Pokimane and went to the streamer awards on Feb 17th. I was lost without her and Ive been single since 2019. I did not see her and it was fate as I made the Book of Love and Elevate and Im releasing this Book today on March 1st Supermarket and my seat ticket was 127 which meant forever 27 and the 1 was Pokimane and she was 27. It meant wedding and 27 meant 2022. My ticket for coach check was 29 which was my age and it meant forever 29 and 27 which idd the script of who. The ticket 29 stored my book I made over the course of last year and since 2021  I wasnt able to give the book but I gave to Qtccinderella and I was wondering if the BLoom clan (the community of twitch and youtube) if they could deliver the book to her and a set of gifts I wanted to give her. I was cheerful was able to see her on the podium and I love you so much Pokimane. 

I dedicate this Book SUuperMarket to Kat Roan Moore and you Pokimane.

I have condensed the next 5 years working until 2021 and I Completed the essence of my work portfolio and will be releasing my book supermarket next year.

Nft, nt for you and me

My name is Shepardn72_ and I am a twitch streamer and founder of bloom clan and an nft project. Pokimane I love you so much as I dedicate A.C.E to you and my slogan is the gift is a presence. It signifies presents as in gifts but the gift is a presence as in being in the still moment. The still and gratifying moment is created my presents or gifts and it is in sync tuition with a artistry expression published online on my website www.anonymouscontentexpression.com. You also take a picture to create a nft but new token or quoted as NT. My slogan is Moen the toen for Coen Roan Moore for days. I want to name my future sons that name in remembrance of Roan Moore. It actually means collect the mode the token for the code rowing more for days. I will be releasing my book NFT NT for you and me next year.

Shepardn72_

I am a mass effect generator of electro magnetic synthesis. The catalyst was a pulse so great it created death and destruction of the synthetic.genesis. The control of self was upon a shutter of lights that was bridged by a lightwave. Edi I call its over please wait and escort the crew members off my ship. 

@pokimanelol hi I'm an artistry blogger and creative book writer aka publisher where I stream My article writing on twitch as well as games and my name is ShepardN72. I produce music and dj live as well. I have to recover my main Twitter account as this is my official but secondary account, I need to link my Instagram as my content is there. Check out my website called www.anonymouscontentexpression.com where my first book elevate was published. Thank you so much Imane and I'll love to try your product.